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I always do this everytime I bother with my boy.

I cry all the time and waste my whole day just to text him and say sorry.

He never reply my text as soon as I want.

I'm sure he write the reply but just save it as a draft.

He makes me cry all the time just to make him self sure that I do I really love him.

I'm sure he does love me too.

I'm coming backkkkk!! YEEEEYYYY! Do you feel happy, my dear? :D

Hari ini aku bermain DOTA! Yeah! Game yang tadinya aku judge sebagai "THE WORST GAME EVER". Hahaha. Aku bisa berantem sampe nangis - nangis sama Mario cuma karena DOTA. Dan biasanya aku kalah perang, mengaku salah, minta maaf, nangis - nangis, minta baikan lagi dan Mario dengan sikapnya yang dingin kaya kulkas itu mengiyakan saja. Hahahaha...

Hari ini aku main diajarin sama si Arab a.k.a Faris. Ternyata dia jago maennya == Cuma butuh kira - kira 20 menit doang buat destroy the scourge. Uda gitu dominating lagi. The bad news is he didn't gimme a chance to kill somebody *^!@#*%^! Trus pas pick hero pake acara swap swap apalah itu dan aku ngga ngerti. Sungguh terlalu. Huhuhuhu. Rylai aku diswap sama traxex. Dan aku baru tau skill traxex tuh pasif semua. Ga pake klik - klik jadi ga asik. Skil ultinya pun pasif &*!@^#*%!@ I have no power to kill somebody - I haven't SUPER SKILL (like Lina's Laguna). Yeah, I like to play with Lina dan si Arab tadi bilang Lina itu susah. WHAT?! Oke skip. The good news is at the end, I killed somebody! YEAY! Itupun hasil nyampah, tapi gapapalah. Dead 2 - Kill 1 - Assist ? (kayanya sih 3 ato berapa gitu) - Destroy tower banyaaakkkkkkk. Balik dari markas musuh tau - tau ngumpul 3k gold. Bikin yasha dan apalah itu tadi. Hahahaha.

Abis quit mission, anak - anak warnet aku kaget aku maen DOTA dan malah ngajakin aku maen DOTA. WHAT?!
Mereka kira aku maen sama cewe juga, padahal mah boro - boro kenal cewe di DOTA. Hahahaha. Main sih bisaa tapi ga ngerti belanja - belanjanya. Acara belanja itu hal yang paling susah setiap kali main DOTA == Ga ngerti harus beli apa. Ga ngerti belinya di npc mana. Jadi acara belanja itu harus selalu ditemani sama seseorang, kalo perlu share hero sekalian biar dia yang jalanin sampe npc nya. LOL

O ia, hampir lupa. Tadi Mario bbm aku. THE SWEETEST WORDS EVER.
He said :

You know what baby?
Nobody loves you
Nobody cares about you
Nobody needs you
I am just 'nobody'

I love it sooooo muchhhh. Hahahaha. Thank you darling :*

Huff...
Aku tau kamu bingung. Tapi apa kamu tau? Aku sama bingungnya seperti kamu. Apalagi kamu ga kasih aku kesempatan untuk bicara sama kamu. Aku bingung. Aku takut. Aku sedih. Dan aku khawatir. Tapi aku sama sekali ga bisa cerita ke kamu. Karena aku tau kamu punya masalah kamu sendiri yang belum bisa kamu selesaikan.

Aku minta maaf kalo ternyata aku terlalu buruk di mata mami kamu. Aku sendiri ga tau aku kenapa, aku salah apa. Kamu sama sekali ga mau cerita apapun sama aku.

Kamu tau? Kamu selalu merasa masalah kamu adalah masalah paling berat di dunia. Padahal ngga! Masih ada yang punya masalah lebih berat dari kamu. Setiap aku tanya kenapa, kamu cuma jawab "huff.. huff huff huff dan huff". Ga cerita dan cuma bilang masalah km trus udah. Putus.

Hahahaha.. Lucu sekali!
Aku uda ga tau lagi aku harus sedih atau bahagia, harus nangis atau ketawa. Semua terasa main - main. Aku merasa dipermainkan.
Aku juga ga tau ini bener - bener masalah atau alasan kamu untuk putusin aku aja.
Yah aku mana tau di luar sana kamu punya gadis impian lain kan?

Udah...
Aku juga udah ga bisa ngomong apa - apa lagi. Karena kamu pun ga peduli.
Yah kamu pikir cm masalah kamu. Cuma dunia kamu.
Terserah kamu aja lah sekarang.

Tapi kalau kamu milih untuk putus, plis jangan minta aku untuk balik lagi. Itu susah, kamu tau?
Kamu mau putus utk sesaat, dan itu sama sekali ga berperasaan. Aku udah usaha buat ngasih semua jalan kluar selain putus, tapi kalo kamu bersikeras utk putus, aku ga yakin apa kita bener - bener bisa balik lagi atau ngga. Toh buat aku, selain putus, masih ada cara lain. Ga harus putus.

yeiiiiii! Today is my 1st holi-day (well this is not holy, but holi :p)
I woke up at 11.30am! Whoaaa. I'm as lazy as a buffalo *LOL.

After I woke up, I wasn't take a bath. My mom asked me to accompany her to buy some meats for Lebaran (I was excited :D) and also she bought me some foods for lunch :D *This is my favourite part : FOODS!*
I went to Carefour and got 2 packs of chocolate marshmellow ( I'm addicted to marshmellow,esp chocolate one) and 2 bottles of coke and 2 bottles of fanta. When I bought some foods at Super Indo (carefour and super indo are in the same building), it was cloudy outside. Me and my mom made a fast shopping to avoid the rain! Yap! My "mbak" was "pulang kampung" (go back to her village to celebrate Lebaran with her family) and practically there was no body who would clean my car. Hehehehe.

Arrived home, I went to pupu. Hehehehe. After pupu, I took a bath. This part make me think that today is my day (well, today isn't my born-day). I took a bath for almost 1 hour. Hehehe. I scrubbed my body from the neck to the toe. I took more scrubb than usual. Hehehehe. My mom complained cause I took too many scrubb. But I don't care. After scrubbing, I played with the water. I hang up the shower then I stand under the shower. Whooaaaa~ Feel like I stand in the rain (I can hear the rain drops outside my house). This really really makes me relax! Hehehehe. Love love this part ♥
After took a bath, I used many many body lotion on my body. Hehehehe.
Whoaaa this is really my day :D

Aku pengen banget minjem hp mami buat sms kamu.
Tapi aku takut...